So I’ve spent the last week or so not writing in my notebook and barely writing on here. I’ve repeated my goodbyes to Louie and rambled about my state of mind during those days. Am I any better this week? Unless someone asks me directly what’s going on, I try not to dwell on Louie being gone. I’ve spent more time keeping an eye on Treyford; paying attention to his pained whining and his not wanting to eat much of anything. Am I worried about him? I think he misses his packmate and doesnt know what to do with himself without Louie around to give him a role to play. I sound like Im channeling Ceasar the Dog Whisperer but I have a feeling that that is what’s going on with the labrador.
R suggested that we think about getting Trey a younger playmate. The idea of getting another dog isn’t something that >I’m< ready for. I don’t think Trey would take well to another dog if he’s already suffering from stress. This is the same dog that bit me and I took his testicals away to calm him down. I think I know him well enough to figure out how to get him through this. Another dog, although we have the space and the care for an animal in need, just isn’t what we need right now. It’s the same mentality that Dad had when we got Eddie so soon after Brownie passed so horribly.
Ok, so I’m still venting out some of this grief.
I really don’t know who the hell is coming to this site, but you’re just wasting your time thinking you’re gonna find anything special or illicit.
I need to get to working on the CD for Dad, the test for Kelly and the want-to-do list for Kimberly. Three tasks that I agreed to do, why can’t I light a fire under my ass and get them done? I listened to the requests and said yes willingly, but there’s just no drive to get them done.
I keep looking at computer manufacturers’ websites with the hope that one day soon I can get a new system and replace my Alienware. I’ve written about my laptop before, its still a good computer if I don’t need to rely on it. Games or anything that doesn’t require storage as my computer keeps requiring reformatting from time to time.
Chibi recently got a Sony Vaio Z. I have to admit, the E series is up my ally. Yes, I will have to have the matching pink keyboard cover.
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Intel® Core™ i5-520M processor (2.40GHz) with Turbo Boost up to 2.93GHz
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Genuine Windows® 7 Professional 64-bit
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Hibiscus Pink
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Pink Keyboard Skin
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500GB Hard Disk Drive (5400rpm)
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8GB (4GBx2) DDR3-SDRAM-1066
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ATI Mobility Radeon™ HD 5470 GPU (512MB VRAM)
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Blu-ray Disc™ player/burner
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Fresh Start
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No additional Office Software
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No additional AntiVirus Software
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Engraving
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Large Capacity Battery
Saturday, April 24th, 2010, 2:42 am | 
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